Just . Me . Alone

Monday, May 30

Lonely im so lonely,
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely...

this song applies to me... i felt lonely and worried.
Lonely: i hav so much things kept inside me... things which are filled with sadness, loneliness, frustration. i am envious of those around me with a bunch of close and great friends... people they can share their secrets with, chat with and hang out with. i am envious... they wont feel lonely. i am a clown... one that always carry a smiley face, but yet have a long story behind. one that without any close friend, without any listening ears, without any company... this is my life. i had been talking to myself... telling myself all the things i kept in me repeatedly, but what's the use?
Worried: this word is easy to write, but difficult to erase off me... i have been worrying since the first day of May, the day she started working. many things happened there during these days... fear filled me most of the times. but what can i do? she also chose to continue working part-time after sch reopens... she told me that last time part-time waiters can only work 4hrs on weekend and now it's good that she can work full day! what can i say? during the holidays, i only worked for a while... the main reason is to have time for her. for now, i cna only pray hard that she'll be safely home each night and safe at work...it's all i am asking for. she also seems much happier working and making money... as long as she's happy with it, i have nothing to say but to respect her decision.

dear readers( if any), please help me pray too... i dont ask for any of your sympathy or empathy. i only ask for your prayers... please keep this content in you and not speak of it to anyone if you still regard me as your friend.

takecare and treasure the friendship around you.

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