Monday, May 30
Lonely...
Anonymous started this journey at 8:42 PM (0) comments Lonely im so lonely,
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely...
this song applies to me... i felt lonely and worried.
Lonely: i hav so much things kept inside me... things which are filled with sadness, loneliness, frustration. i am envious of those around me with a bunch of close and great friends... people they can share their secrets with, chat with and hang out with. i am envious... they wont feel lonely. i am a clown... one that always carry a smiley face, but yet have a long story behind. one that without any close friend, without any listening ears, without any company... this is my life. i had been talking to myself... telling myself all the things i kept in me repeatedly, but what's the use?
Worried: this word is easy to write, but difficult to erase off me... i have been worrying since the first day of May, the day she started working. many things happened there during these days... fear filled me most of the times. but what can i do? she also chose to continue working part-time after sch reopens... she told me that last time part-time waiters can only work 4hrs on weekend and now it's good that she can work full day! what can i say? during the holidays, i only worked for a while... the main reason is to have time for her. for now, i cna only pray hard that she'll be safely home each night and safe at work...it's all i am asking for. she also seems much happier working and making money... as long as she's happy with it, i have nothing to say but to respect her decision.
dear readers( if any), please help me pray too... i dont ask for any of your sympathy or empathy. i only ask for your prayers... please keep this content in you and not speak of it to anyone if you still regard me as your friend.
takecare and treasure the friendship around you.
Anonymous started this journey at 8:04 PM (0) comments
Friday, May 27
yupz... went take photo yesterday along esplanade area with the new Sony S60! haha... the photos are available here. yesterday while taking photos, there this this tourist taking photos also... den he also ask me help him take. should have take a photo of him with my cam also! hee... but taking photo is such a fun thing lor. can try out the new functions and test whether your hands shaky or not...haha.next week sch reopen liao le! sian half... but hor, holidays at home also sian. so i dunno wad i actually wan la. haha... think alot of you also thinking the same things de. i just now went eye clinic with my grandma... the person there got a diploma in Opthalmology wor! i think it's much bigger than optometry hor? his opthalmoscope super chio! his is not those got handle de... his is wear on head like helmet lor.. super cool lehz! but i no ask how much la... think should be quite ex. there medical fees expensive sia... seems like next time can earn if open own clinic liao! haha...
Anonymous started this journey at 11:29 AM (0) comments
Tuesday, May 24
just read today's paper and it mention about singapore's blog... xiaxue's blog and mrbrown blog are stated as well. i read before their blogs and indeed, it's really nice...much more nicer than mine. for their blog, click on the names below:
Mr Brown
Xiaxue
my family just bought a new digital camera recently...it's the sony S60. for those who doesn't know how it looks like,
Mr Brown
Xiaxue
my family just bought a new digital camera recently...it's the sony S60. for those who doesn't know how it looks like,
we bought one new cam because the IXUS that we have is spoilt and to repair it will cost 200bucks! this new cam cost about 470, so my dad chip in 250, i chip in 100 and the rest my sis. isn't it unfair??? my sis have to chip in about 120bukcs only! she worked for so long and only need give 120, while i only work for a few weeks and hafta give 100bucks... haha. this world is unfair!
this evening i will be taking out the new camera for a walk and see whether i can manage to get some great images...wish me luck!
Anonymous started this journey at 7:16 AM (0) comments
Monday, May 23
went Ginza play LAN with yihong and his friend (i forget the name, but nick is kaiser) on friday... JJC end at 10 cos their volleyball girls got the champion ma. haha... 3 of us dunno wad to play first so chiong a few round of CS lor. because we only got 3 person then no bots ma, so hafta go 2 against 1... got this round hor, they two against me. then i keep chiong to the bomb site to plant bomb... haha. fun sia...! my aming not bad lehz, got alot head shot.played warcraft also... play arena and a defence map. the monster super heiong lor! then we hafta pump our attacks up to 300+, but we still lost la...haha. we got play deathmatch classic after the warcraft... the game something like halflife lor. also super shiok cos keep killing others and kanna killed... we 3 play till super high sia!
well, i haven played LAN for more than half a year liao le... i still remember in sec sch, we always chiong after our NCC every saturday de. those were the days... we occupy half of the LAN shop! shouts and vulgarities could be heard each time someone get killed or kanna backstab... haha. well, ever since we left the sec sch we seldom play anymore...
was online the other day and saw JingJing online... she's in Australia right now. time flies... i could still remember last year during our first 3 mths in JJC, the four of us (kaiwei, Jing, Kelly) always together during our lunch breaks and going JP. and now, Jing is Aus, Kelly is SA, Kaiwei in NP, i in SP... all separated. haiz... this is life. finding some close friends is hard, or maybe i should say tough.
takecare to all...
Anonymous started this journey at 6:54 AM (0) comments
Thursday, May 19
today is my last day at work...! i had enough of carrying all the heavy goods liao le... hand, back and leg aching since the day i start wor.went MOS alone during lunch break... went alone cos i dont feeling like talking ma. i ate my fries slowly to kill of some of the time... while i was eating i saw this family of four looking for seats.
my primary school teacher, Mr Tay, once told me a story that he brought his family for dinner somewhere and there wasn't and 4 person seats. there was this young man that shifted to another place just to let them have the table... and Mr Tay and his family was able to have their dinner together.
i thought of this story when i saw the family... and i shifted. i feel very happy that the family will be able to enjoy their lunch at MOS... what saddens me is that the family doesnt even thank me for that... it is very obvious that i gave up the seat for them! haiz... this is just the society we are in. everyone thinks for themselves and being polite isnt in the dictionary any more...
Anonymous started this journey at 8:41 PM (0) comments
Tuesday, May 17
老鼠愛大米我聽見你的聲音
有種特別的感覺
讓我不斷想
不敢再忘記你
我記得有一個人
永遠留在我心中
哪怕只能夠這樣的想你
如果真的有一天
愛情理想會實現
我會加倍努力好好對你永遠不改變
不管路有多麼遠
一定會讓他實現
我會輕輕在你耳邊對你說
對你說
我愛你
愛著你
就向老鼠愛大米
不管有多少風雨我都會依然陪著你
多想你
想著你
不管有多麼的苦
只要能讓你開心
我什麼都願意
這樣愛你
我聽見你的聲音
有種特別的感覺
讓我不斷想
不敢再忘記你
我記得有一個人
永遠留在我心中
哪怕只能夠這樣的想你
如果真的有一天
愛情理想會實現
我會加倍努力好好對你永遠不改變
不管路有多麼遠
一定會讓他實現
我會輕輕在你耳邊對你說
對你說
我愛你
愛著你
就向老鼠愛大米
不管有多少風雨我都會依然陪著你
多想你
想著你
不管有多麼的苦
只要能讓你開心
我什麼都願意
這樣愛你
我愛你
愛著你
就向老鼠愛大米
不管有多少風雨我都會依然陪著你
多想你
想著你
不管有多麼的苦
只要能讓你開心
我什麼都願意
這樣愛你
我愛你
愛著你
就向老鼠愛大米
不管有多少風雨我都會依然陪著你
多想你
想著你
不管有多麼的苦
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Anonymous started this journey at 7:48 PM (0) comments
Sunday, May 15
worried...
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just now on bus was thinking quite alot... quite troubled to be exact. but i saw the just for laugh and it finally make me less tense and troubled.
there was this part where at a popcorn machine no popcorn come out. than there was this big red button at the top which tell them to press.. then when they press, BOOM! lots of popcorn fell onto them... haha.
the person buying popcorn kanna flooded with popcorn wor... then a guy came out from a door carrying a large container and did the action of pouring something onto them. i realised that the container is labelled "Salt"... haha.
Anonymous started this journey at 7:15 PM (0) comments worried... this is the only word i can think of at this moment. sometimes i wonder... am i thinking too much? too easy jealous? or too petty?
i am not going to state what happen... because i feel that even if i typed out my case, no one bothers at all. i am posting all these for myself to see... just to release all the emotions i had inside me. sorry for the readers that read my boring entry once again...
hope time passes quickly... i prayed for it to past. this entry will be up for few minutes before being replaced by another post. so means only few people will see it... thanks for the few that manage to read this.
Anonymous started this journey at 6:57 PM (0) comments
Wednesday, May 11
hey, check your appointments on SAS! the time slot for GEMS registration is out... anyone have any opinions on wad business GEMS is easy? haha... all the business GEMS look tough.
remember check hor! if not u all wont know when to register de... good luck and happy holidays.
Anonymous started this journey at 5:36 PM (0) comments
Monday, May 9
went watch House of Wax last week with boon, rily n a guy (i forget name le la)...haha. ok, lets talk about the synopsis of the show... the movie id definately not for the weak hearted! those that are interested in bloddy scenario, gruesome and disgusting can watch this movie... haha.
its about a group of friends(wade, carly, nick, dalton, paige, blake) that took shortcut and they camped for the night... next day one of the cars is spoilt so Wade n Carly went to nearby town to get the parts for the car. they explored the house of wax but it was too creepy for the girl... the place is deserted and they heard sounds from the church... a guy-Bo greeted them and lead them to his house where they can get the vehicle parts. wade went in with the guy while carly waited on the pickup... wade wondered around the house and suddenly the lights went out! someone crawled behind him and cut his ankle with a scissors... wade screamed and was eventually killed. carly saw Bo coming out but didnt see wade... she ran to the church to get help from the people there but she found out that they were all wax figures! she was eventually captured by Bo and was kept under the petrol station. she was chained to a chair with her mouth sticked with super glue!
Nick and Dalton went to the town to search for their friends... they split up to find. Nick saw Bo coming out of the petrol station and he approached him. Carly heard her brother's voice and manged to break off the chains on one hand... she stretched her hands to reach the grils at the top, hoping to get Nick's attention. Bo saw her hand and he took out a plier and cut of her finger!!! OMG, blood splattered all over... Carly then tear her own lips in order to scream for help. the Nick manged to lock Bo out of the petrol station and save Carly...
Dalton made his way to the house of wax and saw a wax figure of Wade playing piano! he touched wade slowly and wade turned his eyeball... Dalton realised that his friend was alive under the wax figure! he tore the skin of his friend when suddenly he was attacked by a long hair freak... the freak cut off part of Wade's face when he missed Dalton. OMG, you can actually see the jaw bone of Wade cos half the face is gone! Dalton eventually died la...
Nick saw a car leaving the town before he came out... he stole a crossbow from a shop and wad immediately attacked by Bo. they hid in the cinema(where all the popcorn sellers, ticket sellers, audience are wax figure)... they managed to shoot Bo. Carly remembered that she drop her cell phone on the pickup she was in and they made their way to Bo's house...
they 2 saw Bo strumbled home while Paige and Blake also kanna attacked by the long hair freak and brought back... it turned out that the long hair freak is Vincent and he made all the wax figures. then Nick and Carly left the house via a tunnel and end up at the basement of house of wax... Nick saw Dalton sitting on a chair and his body is covered with wax. to save his friend, Nick pull the metal bar on Dalton's face and the whole head fell off!
as for the ending part, lots of fighting between Nick and Carly vs Bo and Vincent... then the whole house of wax melted and Nick and Carly came out alive.
well, story closed... it's really very er xin coz of all the bloody scenes and broken body parts lor. the way the two brothers kill people is very disgustin! haha... hard to imagine a whole town kanna killed by them and made into wax figured hor? remember hor... those weak hearted de! or you might be like rily keep hiding behind the popcorn box! haha...
visit official website HERE
its about a group of friends(wade, carly, nick, dalton, paige, blake) that took shortcut and they camped for the night... next day one of the cars is spoilt so Wade n Carly went to nearby town to get the parts for the car. they explored the house of wax but it was too creepy for the girl... the place is deserted and they heard sounds from the church... a guy-Bo greeted them and lead them to his house where they can get the vehicle parts. wade went in with the guy while carly waited on the pickup... wade wondered around the house and suddenly the lights went out! someone crawled behind him and cut his ankle with a scissors... wade screamed and was eventually killed. carly saw Bo coming out but didnt see wade... she ran to the church to get help from the people there but she found out that they were all wax figures! she was eventually captured by Bo and was kept under the petrol station. she was chained to a chair with her mouth sticked with super glue!
Nick and Dalton went to the town to search for their friends... they split up to find. Nick saw Bo coming out of the petrol station and he approached him. Carly heard her brother's voice and manged to break off the chains on one hand... she stretched her hands to reach the grils at the top, hoping to get Nick's attention. Bo saw her hand and he took out a plier and cut of her finger!!! OMG, blood splattered all over... Carly then tear her own lips in order to scream for help. the Nick manged to lock Bo out of the petrol station and save Carly...
Dalton made his way to the house of wax and saw a wax figure of Wade playing piano! he touched wade slowly and wade turned his eyeball... Dalton realised that his friend was alive under the wax figure! he tore the skin of his friend when suddenly he was attacked by a long hair freak... the freak cut off part of Wade's face when he missed Dalton. OMG, you can actually see the jaw bone of Wade cos half the face is gone! Dalton eventually died la...
Nick saw a car leaving the town before he came out... he stole a crossbow from a shop and wad immediately attacked by Bo. they hid in the cinema(where all the popcorn sellers, ticket sellers, audience are wax figure)... they managed to shoot Bo. Carly remembered that she drop her cell phone on the pickup she was in and they made their way to Bo's house...
they 2 saw Bo strumbled home while Paige and Blake also kanna attacked by the long hair freak and brought back... it turned out that the long hair freak is Vincent and he made all the wax figures. then Nick and Carly left the house via a tunnel and end up at the basement of house of wax... Nick saw Dalton sitting on a chair and his body is covered with wax. to save his friend, Nick pull the metal bar on Dalton's face and the whole head fell off!
as for the ending part, lots of fighting between Nick and Carly vs Bo and Vincent... then the whole house of wax melted and Nick and Carly came out alive.
well, story closed... it's really very er xin coz of all the bloody scenes and broken body parts lor. the way the two brothers kill people is very disgustin! haha... hard to imagine a whole town kanna killed by them and made into wax figured hor? remember hor... those weak hearted de! or you might be like rily keep hiding behind the popcorn box! haha...
visit official website HERE
Anonymous started this journey at 8:03 PM (0) comments
Thursday, May 5
welcome to my blog again... haven been updating recently coz i thinking of changing my blog template so looking for one. today can know the exam results liao... think most people should have see their's by now la. so how did you score? mostly would be grinning, smiling and glad that the effort you put in is worth it today... well, i dont. i did not score well... not as i expected. my result is pathetic... my Cs are even more than my As! what the heck was i doing during the exams period? slacking? no! i studied... i put in effort like the rest of you did. but why? why the result i get doesn't reflect the effort i put in...last sem when i got my results, there few times more As than what i get today... for the first sem when i did not get the cert, i told myself that i will get it the next sem and prove it to others that i can get it too... what am i doing??? getting worst and worst in my examinations when all others are scoring and aiming to get the certificate... i wonder when is my turn for the cert, year 2? year 3? maybe i wont get it in my poly days...
i haven tell my parents my results... they spend so much money and time on me yet i obtained such pathetic results today.
enough of my story liao le... congrats to those that scored well for your exams. hope what you get is what you expected or more than what you expected... thanks for visiting my blog and reading such a boring entry. takecare...!
Anonymous started this journey at 9:59 AM (0) comments
